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Sunday, June 17, 2007

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 14:52:23 GMT

Haven't been here in w hile. Oh, well:

She wanders the streets
They all pass by
And ignore the girl
With the dull grey eyes
As she makes her way to
Her haven of peace
She can’t help but try
To stare through her long sleeves
She meets her friends
They notice, but don’t say
‘If she needs us she’ll tell,
She’ll ask one of these days’
When they bid her farewell
And she goes back to her house
They wait for her to speak
But she’s silent as a mouse
When she gets to her home
They greet her with a smile
She heads to her room
‘I’ll be back in a while’
She arrives to the place
Sits quietly on her bed
As her memories and ambitions
Flow through her head
In one shaky breath
She pulls out a knife
And mere seconds later
She ends her own life
Everyone lets the tears fall
A the all start to cry
They’ve finally seen the girl
With the dull grey eyes

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 21:12:02 GMT

Well, SPring Breaks over. Boo. But we're preparing for our Phantom of the Opera concert. Yay! I have officilly typed every poem I've ever written on FictionPress. And it only equals 21. Seems like more to me. Anyway, todays the one year anniversary of the last time I cut. That's REALLY good. I have a 'C' in math. And I have writers block. Morgan has been being a brat to me all week, and I've been nothing but nice to her. Can't wait till we send her back to the zoo. Anywho, that's pretty much it. Nothing exciting, but better then nothing. What's up, people? Oh, before I forget, here's part of a poem I"m writing:

People come and people go

Some come fast and then fade slow

Some will love and some will harm

Some will take you by the arm

And tell you that they’re their for you

And will be your friend through and through

Others will take you and heal your soul

From the painful things that have taken their toll

The wounds inflicted by those previous few

Who had cunningly decided how to betray you

Will soon fade away as you slowly learn to trust

This painful world into which you were thrust

People will come, people will go,

Some will fix your damaged soul

These are the one’s who truly matter

Are the one’s who will fix everything tattered...

I still need to finish it. Hope everyone's good!

-Chelsey-

Friday, March 30, 2007

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 11:04:12 GMT

Spring Break!!!!!!!!!

Okay, well since I sklept on the couch last night, I woke up to my nephew hitting me in the face at 5 am, so that sucks. And my creativity is gone, so that also sucks. From now on, I have to be very careful about what I write on here since Morgan found my site and told my parents about my last post. They can't honestly tell me what I can and can't write, but that doesn't stop them. Anyway, I'm bored. I've been online for 2 hours. Oh, well. What's up, people?

-Chelsey-

Monday, March 19, 2007

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 09:22:51 GMT

Okay so here's how things have gone this weekend: I went to Larissa's birthday (Awesome) I slept, wrote, and read (Awesome) And on Sunday, I went to the optometrist. I'm getting new ghlasses and contacts, but thanks to some insurance thing, I have to wait till NEXT week. But I got 4 new books and a bookmark on the way back cause my mom and I went to a bookstore. School in 2 hours. Ugh. Oh, well. Some bratsv are threatening to jump Morgan and her friend. I hate myself for it, but I actually wish they would. Does that make me a bad person?

Chelsey

Friday, February 09, 2007

Fri, 09 Feb 2007 21:12:13 GMT

Okay, so today, we had to play a fake trial in Reading class, and my group was Josh, Devan, and Daylin, and we were the defense. We had all these interview and evidence, and I thought we were going to be challenged when we brought it to court. We were waiting for the prosecution to do seomthing and they were all

Seriously, we could have won in our sleep! Anyway, thats about it. I tried out for the solo on Just A Single Voice, but I know I won't get it. It's for the high school, after school choir, and 8th grade, plus I'm sick, so the only way I'll get it is if someone of a higher deity decides to smile on me. Well, that's it. Bye!

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 22:25:46 GMT

Okay, so we saw Freedom Writers yesterday and it was awesome! Gavin's b-day is sunday, so that'll be cool.

I have had writers block latley. Which reminds me I wanna go to the library. Anyway, I have to do something important, so bye!

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 11:34:20 GMT

Okay, so what's new? I have voice lessons tonight, but other then that, I'm bored out of my mind. No math next Tuesday or Thursday! But I do have math today... but I also have reading! And... god, my life is boring. i have drama and it's going to be very... unusual today.

-Chelsey-

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 22:21:08 GMT

Okay, so Betty Boop was adopted by another family, but I'm getting the sweetest girl ever. Her name is Java, and she's black and dark brown. She's my little Java Lava. I have to go to Jackson on Saturday, Sorry if I'm writing this for no one, I was just bored!

Nothing Much.

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 19:51:25 GMT

I went to the humane society today and yesterday, and as soon as Chaddoe gets vaccinated, I can go get my cat. The one I'm hoping for is a sweet black and white cat named Betty Boop. Either that, or Java, or Polly. Morgan actually cried when we left because she saw this beautiful dog named Gus. As soon as I get home Tuesday, we're heading back out and when come back, my cat'll be with me. Luckily, all I have is a little science homework this weekend. We have to sing a latin song on After School Choir and mostly (for girls) soprano songs. Oh! My L.A. teacher entered some of our Anne Frank/ Schindlers List essays in the district wide non-fiction creative writing contest, and even though she wasn't supposed to tell me, I came in 3rd place. I almost didn't have it entered, but I managed to write it in ink by the en dof the day. I've been trying to learn French lately, so I've been putting all my DVD'S on French Subtitles. All I know are midnight, blood, hello, good-bye, and 'You're An Idiot. I have to go to Jackson next Saturday for Christmas with my dad's family, and I'm REALLYYYY not looking forward to it.

-Chelsey-

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 01:42:30 GMT

37 days till my choir concert. We have this one really difficult song, it's like classical and it's mainly soprano for the girls. Since I'm an alto, I'm in trouble. My sister brought her new dog J.D. over today and my dog bruno used his head as a fire hydrant. I have so much homework, and now I have to stay up to finish it. I hate math. And Science. I also have Language Arts homeowrk, but I doubt anyone has that done. My brothers are being weirdo's lately. Andy got in a fight on New Years Eve. And I get my new cat on Saturday. I also have to get some blood drawn tomorrow. I hate needles.

-Chelsey-